Feb 7, 1922 - May 27, 2009 @ 9:30AM
my beloved lola passed away in her sleep. 87 years young.
ill miss her...i love her...shes with lolo now and ninong endong.
she really did wait until my mom came home. im glad that my mom got to spend one good week with lola. im sad but happy that lola isn't in anymore pain.
back when i was in grade school/middle school, my lola lived with us. we shared a bedroom so you can say we were roommates. "good night...sweet dreams...i love you" is the phrase we said to one another before we slept every night.
now, its "good night...sweet dreams...i love you...i miss you".
5.26.2009
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5.10.2009
a first on mother's day
today was the first mother's day that i didn't spend with my mom.
shes in london/paris with my dad, brother and sister-in-law.
i did give her her gift before they left for europe. as i was giving it to her, thats when i realized that it would be the first time we wouldn't be together for mother's day. we both cried...sheesh. women...haha. but yeah. it was tough getting through the day.
my bf was nice enough to include me in his plans with his mom. it was nice.
i miss my mom.
shes in london/paris with my dad, brother and sister-in-law.
i did give her her gift before they left for europe. as i was giving it to her, thats when i realized that it would be the first time we wouldn't be together for mother's day. we both cried...sheesh. women...haha. but yeah. it was tough getting through the day.
my bf was nice enough to include me in his plans with his mom. it was nice.
i miss my mom.
5.07.2009
feeling...
...neglected.
is "space" a good thing? does it really make the heart grow fonder? or does it make you realize you've been missing out on so much? eh. whatever. time to move on.
last night, i had a meat buffet with one of my good guy friends. it was his turn to take me out. we have this dinner ritual/thing that we've been doing for almost like 4-5 years? lets just say that we always pick up where we left off...before busy season started...haha. i love and enjoy the relationship we have. i can give him honest feedback and vice versa. i was being so open and raw with him and i asked him to promise me...and he did. he promised me that BFs do certain things not to be hurtful but because they are just being guys. and that deep down, BFs really do care about you and that they are thinking/missing you...they just don't show it.
thanks buddy.
.hug.
btw...the oysters, ahi tuna and pineapple @ brazzaz is magnifique!
is "space" a good thing? does it really make the heart grow fonder? or does it make you realize you've been missing out on so much? eh. whatever. time to move on.
last night, i had a meat buffet with one of my good guy friends. it was his turn to take me out. we have this dinner ritual/thing that we've been doing for almost like 4-5 years? lets just say that we always pick up where we left off...before busy season started...haha. i love and enjoy the relationship we have. i can give him honest feedback and vice versa. i was being so open and raw with him and i asked him to promise me...and he did. he promised me that BFs do certain things not to be hurtful but because they are just being guys. and that deep down, BFs really do care about you and that they are thinking/missing you...they just don't show it.
thanks buddy.
.hug.
btw...the oysters, ahi tuna and pineapple @ brazzaz is magnifique!
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