24 minutes to myself

since a couple weeks back, i found an outlet.
as long as its not raining and i don't feel like collapsing, i walk home from work.
its my little piece of heaven in this chaotic work environment.
i know i shouldn't be walking home so late but i do walk by busy streets.

24 minutes to myself.
for 10 minutes, i think about what i need to do tomorrow.
for the next 10 minutes, i think about how i might fail.
for the following minute, i think about how i wish you would be there when i get home.
for the following minute, i think about my bills.
for the following minute, i think about how i regret not taking a cab.
for the last minute, i think about my walk home the following day.