"i need your help"...

...is one of the hardest things to say.
being on my own...doing things for myself...its rare for me to ask for help.
basically, if i don't do it, then it doesn't get done...unless i ask my family =)
its foreign territory and im actually pretty scared.
granted, my family is always there to help me and so are my good friends.
but boys are different.
it feels weird...but nice...all at the same time...
does that make any sense?

knowing that someone other than your family/friends wants to be there for you?
...thats a great feeling.