feeling...

...neglected.

is "space" a good thing? does it really make the heart grow fonder? or does it make you realize you've been missing out on so much? eh. whatever. time to move on.

last night, i had a meat buffet with one of my good guy friends. it was his turn to take me out. we have this dinner ritual/thing that we've been doing for almost like 4-5 years? lets just say that we always pick up where we left off...before busy season started...haha. i love and enjoy the relationship we have. i can give him honest feedback and vice versa. i was being so open and raw with him and i asked him to promise me...and he did. he promised me that BFs do certain things not to be hurtful but because they are just being guys. and that deep down, BFs really do care about you and that they are thinking/missing you...they just don't show it.

thanks buddy.
.hug.

btw...the oysters, ahi tuna and pineapple @ brazzaz is magnifique!